Showing posts with label recession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label recession. Show all posts

Thursday, 9 July 2009

A bit if luck

I have an interview tomorrow morning for a proper job. A lovely job. A job I've really been holding out for.

I also have sleep deprivation, a majorly snotty nose, a sore throat, gravelly voice (that presentation's going to sound so gret in Baritone), my period is due tomorrow and I've just discovered I have diarrhoea.

Joy.

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

Girl about town

Today I had 3 interviews - totally exhausting. I have an adrenalin headache.

I think I presented myself to the best of my abilities in all so hopefully I've avoided that awful sweaty feeling where you're doing something completely normal then flashback to something totally gauche/ stupid/ inappropriate you said.

I got a verbal offer from one interview - it was a follow up, to do some freelance work and then see how it went. But I didn't realise how much travel would be required. So much that it's simply not an option. I'm hoping to bag some freelance work off interview number 2 too - tough interview but at a great place. But interview number 3 was for a company I'd love to work for, and I had a good vibe off the person who interviewed me - also the person I'd report to, but the position available is sketchy right now. So sketchy it doesn't even exist, so that one is a definite slow burn, and in the time it takes to burn slowly everything could change.

But, who knows, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Thursday, 5 February 2009

Redundancy Day part 1 - the shitstorm

Last Wednesday evening my company officially went into administration. All staff were called into the office on Friday. It was fun at first, seeing everybody. We were all downstairs - twittering, nervously laughing, catching up with people's news. Then our 'meeting' started and a tense silence immediately descended. A young chap - early to mid 20s whippersnapper by the looks of it and clearly a bit nervous introduced himself as being from the administrators. He called out 10 people's names and asked them to go upstairs, the rest of us, about 25 or so, stayed put. It was a real X-Factor moment. A few guffaws of sub-hysterical laughter, and a couple of people shouted out bets on our group being the ones to go. Then Administrator Chap said something like: "As you know, the company is insolvent and that means all of you in this room are being made redundant with immediate effect." Pin-drop silence. It was so sudden and to the point. Then you could feel the change in people's attitudes immediately. To anger. A huge, rising swell of anger.

It started to get a bit messy. Administrator Chap asked if there were any questions. Of course there were some questions. Sensible ones at first - about P45s and letters and government claims and forms. Then some more questions. What about the other group - were they redundant too? How come they get to keep their jobs? What would they be doing? How did complete newcomers decide who was necessary and who wasn't? Where were the directors? Why weren't they here to face their staff? Why couldn't they come down and speak to us for a few minutes?

Then a few people stood up and started to make comments about what had been going wrong at the company. And how the staff believed it had been sorely mismanaged, citing a flurry of examples and frustrations about work, and why it had been so crazy bad. And how they knew who was responsible. How 18 months ago the new management had bought a 'healthy' 'profitable' business and decimated it. Who was going to hold them accountable? Could staff write to someone and give evidence of 'wrongdoing'?

The mood was getting emotional and ugly. And it was going nowhere fast. A lot of empty speculation and unvalidated accusation followed. Administrator Chap did a pretty good job of giving honest answers where he could and facing the flak. They obviously trained him well. In a sense it's totally understandable - everyone had just officially lost their jobs. I just shut the hell up and waited for the first opportunity to get out of that room.

What I learned from that day was that I'm none the wiser. I'm none the wiser about what really happened at the company before I joined to make everyone so bitter about it's untimely demise, but I'm also none the wiser about what happens to a company going into administration. For the whole month of not being a part of the team any more but just sitting at home and twiddling fingers I had somehow believed that at the end of it I would learn a bit more and get some answers to all the questions flying around my head. What do company directors do during the notice to appoint period; what were the options to save the company; who were they talking to and about what; what does going into administration' really mean; what can and can't a business do during this period; what parts of the business would be considered as valuable and saleable, and which ones weren't; how could anything be salvaged from the wreckage?

I realise now I know nothing. I was still on the outside. That month of limbo had been spent just waiting for news, but still I felt a part of something as there were a whole bunch of us also waiting for news. But then, cruelly and swiftly, all ties were severed. We were told to hand in our keys and go. End. Of. Story.

Monday, 2 February 2009

Quality time?

Have just agreed with nursery to take Jasmine and Felix out 3 days a week (thank god for the remaining two...) as of next week. The true impact of unemployment is about to hit. I'm not looking forward to it.

Tuesday, 13 January 2009

Recruitment consultant

Today I went and sold myself to a recruitment consultant. I think I came across OK. She was very helpful - gave me a few tips on my CV, knew her stuff (so many don't). But the marketplace is very quiet out there...

Sunday, 11 January 2009

Schizophrenic blog

Recently this bog has become a lot more schizophrenic in nature. One minute I'm fretting about the recession and unemployment, the next I'm cooing over Felix and delighting in Jasmine's language development. It feels like I'm two different people. The blog is reserved for the yummmy/slummy mummy in me - that's why I started it. But I really do need to "talk" about what happened at work - I'm going through such a mix of emotions - so writing it down will help. Catharsis and all that.

Maybe.

I've always set my personal rule never to divulge who I work for, or reveal details about work that could compromise either myself, my colleagues, or the company that employs me. I'd find it difficult to post anything on the death of my company without naming names...

So we'll see.

Thursday, 8 January 2009

getting on with it

so, we may not be officially in administration yet ('notice to appoint' period expires today we think - as yet unknown if we get an extension) but i'm happy to report that i've updated my cv and have started to send it out to colleagues, contacts and recruitment consultants.

once that's done... the anguish begins. and the reality will hit of just how bad this recession is.