definitely preggers

scan was fine.

one healthy foetus. sleeping apparently.

huge relief - i am still definitely preggers.

first midwife's appointment was on friday just gone. all went fine. they took 5 bottles of blood and 2 urine samples. am amazed there's any fluid left in me.

still, i did decline to down the lucozade again. no way will that all stay down for 2 hours.

because of previous history, and j's premature birth, i have to see my consultant next Wed for an examination and maybe a cervical stitch.

trying desperately not to think about it.

scan today

feeling slightly nervous about the scan.

am hoping it will be fine, and that there's a healthy foetus in there.

it will help make it all real again. it's impossible to sustain the sense of excitement for more than a few weeks after we first found out, so, sickness aside, it's been business as usual for the last month or so.